sincerely me

"I think I rather be myself and be hated, rather than putting an act and pretending to be someone else just so that I can be loved."

Things to Remember

eternel love

What a nice feeling to be in love with ALLAH. No pain, no disappointment, no worries. Just blessings, mercy and peace of mind.

football vs breaking dawn

People around me are so busy with football.., but well.., good job harimau muda.., yg memang muda-muda semuanya, for winning the gold medal. I was too sleepy last night, I ended up sleeping in front of the telly while watching the whole football combat between the two group. Anyway, cograts MALAYSIA, I am proud to be one cute and sweet Malaysian.., uwek, sempat lagi.. ;P However, put aside all the football drama, I am more excited for the coming breaking dawn movie. I will always be twihards fan, no matter what., I'll be first in line this 24th nov to watch it in theater. I thought that now I am more mature and had left my teenage-emo-daydreaming stage, I will eventually stop living in fantasy land and stop hoping for my guy to be exactly like Edward, which by the way, it will be never ever come true (sedar pon!). Nonetheless, no need to be sad about the hard cold fact of not being able to be with someone like Edward, since my ideal guy had also change from him(this is when I am all emo and perasan long2 time ago) to someone who is more realistic and most importantly beriman and can hold onto me tightly and walk me to the correct path.,cheh.. :)

Still, twilight saga will always be in my heart, it is one of the very one literature who make me love, love, love to read...

And later on in my life I will always be re-reading twilight, and when someone said to me, "After all this time?!"
and I will proudly answer "Always..." :)

changes

Assalamualaikum.., :)

Its been a long time since I write.., as writing make me happy, I should always try to do this more, but time is always been the question of doing so. My life has change a lot, I am working now, so there really not much time to write and read as before, but I'm always trying when I got the chance. Its been different, but I do like it, it does feel like Im stepping up to the real world, more challenges, more new things, more learning process. I do feel that life is more than what meet the eyes now, more responsibilities held on my shoulder. However, its all okey and its all fine, I like every minute of it. Maybe its because I am doing what I like the most, which is teaching. Time flies so fast, last year I was a student, and this year I am a lecturer. Last year, I am the one who stayed all night doing assignment and this year I am the one who giving my students a hard time. My journey was little shaky and rough during my first 2 weeks of working. Teaching a diploma students is way too different then teaching kids, and I am not too used to it, some of my students are bigger and taller than me . So, it did consume time to get myself use to the environment and this new chapter of my life. I am teaching diploma TESL students, so its not something that is alien for me for the fact I am a teslian myself. I will try my best to be a good educator, as it always be my passion. May ALLAH always grant me with a healthy body,healthy mind and healthy soul, so that I can give my very best to my students. InsyaALLAH.

Have a nice weekend =)

Thank You ALLAH

And He found you lost and guided [you], [Surah ad-Dhuhaa:7]

waiting for december

I know november has been really good to me..,
but I just cant wait for december..,
dear heart, please be patient..,
for december will eventually come..,
InsyaALLAH :)

Be you. Find you. Be happy with that.

will I ???

I want to be able to write again.
not just to read..
but also to write...
to do it again please....