Tuesday, February 28, 2012

you, yes you... It is

possible?
to not to hate anyone
to not to have hatred in your heart ?

Monday, February 27, 2012

its a good idea

time passes, mind changes.,
Suddenly I felt that I want to roam more in other places, not to just stay at the same place, not to just be at my hometown, I got the chance to move back and work at my hometown. Still, I guess I will refuse and decline it.

"A very shocking decision of yours" my sister said to me at the wee hours during our conversation via phone.

Well, considering what I want when the new year starts few months back, it is indeed shocking even to me. However, thinking about it carefully, I think I like it to be like this, as for now. I think I gain and mature more while being away from my beloved family. I experience more thus I learnt more. Not just gaining cognitively but also spritually. Somehow, I become more independent, less jugdemental and less temperamental. I learnt to put myself in other peoples shoes. Able to see from others point of view and looking at ideas and subjects from different perspective. What I want now is endless opportunities and possibilities.

While ending my conversation with my sister I said to her, maybe its even a good idea to get married in a few years from now and work and stay in overseas with my husband to be. She laughed. Not a bad idea. She replies me.

Right. Not a bad idea at all.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

No does not mean never. It just means not yet.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

I know

I am but summer to your heart,
And not a full seasons of the year;

Monday, February 13, 2012

Bunga-bunga riang seorang lecturer

I miss teaching a good students. A good students wont be the one who knows everything, but a good students will be the one who is modest, polite and respecful towards the teacher. He or she might not knows everything but he/she is willing to listen, willing to respect and willing to learn. Gembiranya hati seorang guru bila dapat students yang macam tu. Berbunga-bunga rasanya. Dalam hati asyik berdoa agar anak-anak muridnya itu cepat faham dan hari - hari berlalu sentiasa rasa tak sabar nak masuk kelas, nak bagi semua ilmu dengan students. Bahagianya. Sebut pasal students yang baik, teringat-ingat kenangan mengajar ELSP di USIM baru-baru ini. Students semuanya baik-baik belaka. Hati jadi tenang and gembira je bila masuk kelas. Happy sangat-sangat. :) To all of Group 29 ELSP 2 students. You Rocks!!! :) Mudah-Mudahan ada jodoh and dapat jumpe lagi!! Miss rindu tau!! :)

Sunday, February 5, 2012

"ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹǝɥʇouɐ ɯoɹɟ sƃuıɥʇ ǝǝs oʇ ǝʌol ı"