SHIVER

Today we have presentation of language based activities for teaching of literature.., its like we have to design an activities that we will conduct in classroom when we teach literature in school later on..., to be true.., i think that it will turn out to be an easy assignment and presentation.., but..., erm.., its not like what i thought before.., its actually more than that and our lecturer is ...., shall i say quit demanding..., yup.., kind of..., we explain to her and the whole class and later she asked question to us.., and we tried our very best to answer.., and from the answer that we gave her, she will later on ask another question.., its like never ending Q&A session.., its kind of kill my mood for the whole day..., and also towards the subject..., which is a big shamed since i always like literature coz i always love to read novel especially YA (young adult) novels. I know this might be shoking to some people.., the fact that i LOVE to read..., but its really true..., :)if i went to bookstore i can really stay there for hours without really realizing that hours had pass by...., that is how huge my love for reading..., i get all excited.., dont know which book to look first and later on i will have a hard time to choose which one that i should buy first..., but lately.., its a bit unfortunate coz i dont really have that much time to read.., but i tried as much as i can to squish reading YA lits to my daily schedule...,

Recently my most fav book is shiver by Maggie Stiefvater.., i dont know how to describe it.., its juz really wonderful. Perhaps the hardest thing I'll have to do today is find some way to describe the way I feel after reading Shiver. This book drew me in from the moment I laid eyes upon it. The book cover is breathtaking. Even when I opened the first page of the book I was still taken back by how simple and beautiful it was. Yet, I can not judge a book just by its cover. I am not sure I can even find the words to describe how much I loved this book.( Yah i know.., i mention it twice.., how i cannot find any word to describe the book..., indeed i really cant) Shiver gave me an amazing feeling throughout the whole entire book. From the first page to the last page. It put me in a trance, and I felt so much emotion from all the characters. I think the love between Sam and Grace is so beautiful and pure. It probably is one of the best young adult couples I've ever had the pleasure of reading about. I think everyone need to read this book.., and feel what i felt..., its just awesomeness.., cant wait for the second installment of the book.., linger..., which i believe will be release in Malaysia on september 2010...,

Other than linger by maggie stiefvater.., this is my wish-to-read books list:

1) kissed by an angel by Elizabeth Chandler
2)heartbreak river by Tracia Mills
3)Once was lost by Sara Zarr
4)The summer i turn pretty by Jenny Han
5)Crescendo by Becca Fitzpatrick

Actually i have my longer version of wish-to-read books.., but this is my target for at least the next couple of month.., hopefully i can manage 2 buy and read it all.., plus i still have about 7 e-books that i havent read..., so for now..., i feel content.., since i stiil have books to read.., its always a matter of finding a suitable time to read...

"A book is a garden, an orchard, a storehouse, a party,
a company by the way, a counselor, a multitude of counselors."
~ Henry Ward Beecher

today

clouds are heavy today...
clouds cry...
clouds cry...
clouds cry...
how i wish theres fire in the sky...,
and it will brighten up the horizon...~~

favourite flower for dearest friends

Kawan-kawan aku cakap lately aku ni baran sikit and mood pun asyik down.., erm ye kot.., sebab banyak benda yang jadi kebelakangan nie.., paling tak boleh tahan cara aku describe feeling aku ngan kawan-kawan..,

Friend (gg) * i call her gg: eh.., whats wrong with you ah?
Me: erm.., i dont know how to describe it but i feel like i just climb the highest mountain and later jump from it head first.., yah.., that how i felt..
Friend (gg) : wah.., that sound really serious.., (dengan expression yang berkerut-kerut)
Me: yah.., the impact was strong.. (sambil buat muka seposen)

hahaha.., kelakar jugak bila ingat balik.., tapi masa tu.., aku betul-betul rasa mcm yang aku describe dengan kawan aku tu.., tapi sekarang i felt much better and pagi tadi aku mulakan hari aku dengan penuh kesyukuran. Gembira masih dapat bernafas dan masih ada family dan kawan-kawan yang sayang aku. Aku rasa apa pun obstacle yang aku lalui dalam hidup.., akan dapat aku tempuhi dengan tenang dan tabah dengan adanya ALLAH yang maha esa, mak, ummie, abah, kakak and kawan-kawan.., baru -baru ni pun.., kawan-kawan kesayangan aku banyak membantu aku get thru the so called 'gloomy path of my life'.., tq banyak-banyak buat idang, dila, gg and atin..., :) LOVE you all...

oleh itu aku hadiahkan bunga kesukaan aku ni pada korang eh..,


Lilies :)

Aku tak pernah bisa

Seperti bintang-bintang
Hilang ditelan malam
Bagai harus melangkah
Tanpa kutahu arah
Lepaskan aku dari
Derita tak bertepi
Saat kau tak disini
Seperti dedaunan
Berjatuhan di taman
Bagaikan debur ombak
Mampu pecahkan karang
Lepaskan aku dari
Derita tak berakhir
Saat kau tak ada disini

Saat kau tak ada
Atau kau tak disini
Terpenjara sepi
Kunikmati sendiri
Tak terhitung waktu
Tuk melupakanmu
Aku tak pernah bisa
Aku tak pernah bisa

* Terima kasih kepada yang memperkenalkan lagu ini..., lagu ini da stuck kat kepala aku~~~
Ironinya lepas mendgr lagu ini..., tetiba rasa sedih la pulak.... huhuhu....


ok la.., gtg to finish up my assignment., daaaa....,

ASSIGNment time...,

Anyeong haseyo..,

today ive been busy with doing my assignment and house chores or may i say hostel chores? since im in hostel now..., i washed my clothes then cleaning my room and cooked for lunch..,
Then later, vg and kuna come to my house to discuss bout our assignment together with fatin..,
ahh.., theres so many things to do..,

to do list :
1) need analysis for teaching of esp
2) guide and control lesson plan for teaching of writing and later have to do presentation for it
3) analyze form 5 poem for teaching of literature
4) teaching of writing for whole year plan

this is what i can remember for now.., and for sure lot more to come during next week class..,
sigh...,

i still remember, last semester.., it was so hectic to the point i can only go back to my room to eat, pray and sleep.., other than that, all my time was spent at the class, group discussion or doing props for theatre class.. and at the same time doing project on Big Book for teaching of reading class.., Big Book is necessary in english class especially to teach primary student a reading skills. A good Big Book can be the basis of a brilliant lesson which allows all the children to enjoy the text, sentence and word level, just as the Literacy Framework requires.
However merely enlarging an existing book isn't always enough. I've seen several where the enlarged text is still too small to be read by those at the back of the group who, as a result, miss the point of the lesson, get bored and start to mess about. So, its always good for teacher to do her own Big Book, since she can alter it to her students need. Even though it required lots of time and energy to finish the Big Book but it worth the hard work when its already complete.

just done with colouring

The text already been put


Tired..., but still putting smiling faces for the pic :)
the chicken is to be put in the Big Book.., to add extra something to it.

Taking picture before our *micro teaching for Big Book

* micro teaching = to present sample "snapshots" of what/how you teach and to get some feedback from lecturer or colleagues about how it was received. It's a chance to try teaching strategies that the teacher may not use regularly. It's a good, safe time to experiment with something new and get feedback on technique.

i cant breathe without you.., but i have to breathe without you~~

assalamualaikum w.b.t...,

sedih.. sedih..., kesian blog aku ni.., terbiar sampai da bersawang and berkulat..., aku ni nampak sangat hangat2 taik ayam,.. dulu bukan main lagi beriya-iya nak ada blog, sekarang ni langsung tak terjaga sampai da berbulan aku tak update..., punya la malas... aish~~ napa la aku ni mcm ni skali..., tapi kali ni aku nekad nak btol2 and nak selalu update.., *ya la tu.., hahaha..., tak-tak..., kali nie btol2.., dengan semangat juang yang tinggi and berkobar2.., haha.., ketawa pulak..,
ketawa ketawa jugak.., tapi aku sebenarnya sedih.., tak tau la.., semenjak duamenjak ni bukan main malankolik lagi perasaan aku.., syahdu pun ada.., sedih pun ada..., kekadang rasa nak nanges pun ada.... hish hish.., napa la aku ni ikutkan perasaan sgt....

Lately ive been listening to breathe by taylor swift..., lagu ni sesuai sgt ngan kondisi aku sekarang..., yang melankolik dan still dalam fasa memulihkan perasaan aku yg kurang stabil ni..,

hurm.., jom la nyanyi ramai-ramai...,

Breathe lyrics
Songwriters: Caillat, Colbie; Swift, Taylor Alison;

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry