Tanjou-bi Omedetou to my dearest Teddy Bear

Teddy Bear as Mr. Froggy =)

Hari ni birthday teddy bear kesayangan aku..., teddy bear ni memang kiut dan memang selesa kalau dipeluk. Teddy bear ni memang di sayangi semua sebab dia sweet dan pandai ambil hati orang di sekeliling especially hati maksu dia.., hehe..., Sekarang teddy bear da makin besar & has his own thinking. So teddy bear da makin degil & tak nak dengar cakap. Teddy bear pun da makin tak suka main dengan maksu dia cz for him, his friends are way cooler than his maksu.. Nonetheless, teddy bear is still cute & semakin tembam, tangan teddy bear pula sangat lembut.., lagi lembut dari tangan maksu nya.., :)

To my dearest teddy bear.., Mohd Afiq Aiman~~
Happy 8th birthday.Love you so much.., now and always~~

Hobi teddy bear = makan

Posing as himself = Teddy Bear

HY - 366 nichi

I've been listening to this song for days now. It's a theme song for a Japanese drama, Akai Ito. Actually i haven't watch the drama yet, but i bumped into this song when I opened a Japanese fan site.
Its an awesome song.., its really sad, but before anyone make any assumption, I just wanted to make it clear that this song have nothing to do with me. It's just that i wanted to post them here sooo much, because i thought that the lyrics are lovely.



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HY - 366 nichi

soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeru koi datta
modorenai to shittete mo tsunagatte ita kute
hajimete konna kimochi ni natta
tama ni shika au koto dekinaku natte
kuchiyakusoku wa atarimae
soredemo ii kara

kanai mo shinai kono negai
anata ga mata watashi wo suki ni naru
sonna hakanai watashi no negai
kyou mo anata ni aitai

soredemo ii soredemo ii to omoeta koi datta
itsushika anata wa au koto sae kobande kite

hitori ni naru to kangaete shimau
ano toki watashi wasuretara yokatta no?
demo kono namida ga kotae deshou?
kokoro ni uso wa tsukenai

kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete wo
okashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yo
wakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari

koi ga konnani kurushii nante koi ga konnani kanashii nante
omowa nakatta no honki de anata wo omotte shitta

kowai kurai oboete iru no anata no nioi ya shigusa ya subete wo
okashii deshou? Sou itte waratte yo
wakarete iru noni anata no koto bakari

anata wa watashi no naka no wasurerarenu hito subete sasageta hito
mou nido to modore nakute mo
ima wa tada anata anata no koto dake de
anata no koto bakari

HY - 366 days

i'm fine with it. it was a love that seems to be fine like this
even though i knew you couldn't return, i want to be connected to you
it was the first time I felt this way
as time goes by we can still meet occasionally
because verbal promises were natural
i'm fine with it as well

this wish of mine which won't come true anyway
that you would fall in love with me again
such a transient wish of mine
today i want to meet you again

i'm fine with it. it was a love that seems to be fine like this
before I knew, you even refused to meet me

when i'm alone i start thinking
at that time, should i had rather forgotten(about you)?
but these tears are the answer, aren`t they?
i can't lie to my heart

it's almost scary that i can remember your smell, your action and everything
“Weird, isn`t it?”, please say so and laugh
even though we're separated, it`s nothing but you

i never thought that love would be so painful, that love would be so sad
i realized that i was serious about you

it's almost scary that i can remember your smell, your action and everything
“weird, isn`t it?”, please say so and laugh
even though we're separated, it`s nothing but you

you are someone inside me that i can't forget about, someone who offered me everything
even if you can never return anymore
right now it's only you, just you
nothing but you

my cuppy cakes ^ ^

Hari ni hari ahad..., esok isnin..., lusa selasa.., tulat rabu..., pastu ari khamis balik hometown..., yay!! :) happy...

Harap- harap semua berjalan lancar...,

balik uma nanti nak wat cup cakes for raya... :)

turbulence

With confidence and vigorous assertion, he looked at me square in the eye.

"And then there's you," he said. " A girl with a family who fought the odds to make it work for you, with they perfect house and straight-laced jobs, truly livin' the life that everyone dream of. And you brought up as a spoiled girl."

I frowned. "What?"

"You heard me, you spoiled," he said firmly.

As I gulped down how offended I was, he straightened his back and got a hold on his emotions. He wanted to be as direct and forthright as possible.

There were about a dozen things I wanted to say back to him, but I stayed silent. I looked at him with a trembling shoulder as I tried to hold back my tears. I walked away from him. As I walked passed him, I told myself that this is the end of it.

i never

I never blamed you..., not once...
You came for me that's all that matters...,

Ramadhan..., A month of reaping blessings

Assalamualaikum WBT..., The Holy Muslim month of fasting -Ramadhan- is here again. This is a month of repentance and full of blessings. It is the ninth month on the Muslim calendar and it is believed that the Koran “was sent down” from heaven during this season.
Ramadhan is a time when a devoted Muslim is expected to concentrate on his/her faith and spend less time on the concerns of his everyday life. It is a time of worship and contemplation.

So lets all of us devote our self to ALLAH SWT..., lets start now..., and lets make this ramadhan a new point for us to change for the better..., Amin..,

Selamat berpuasa kepada semua muslimin dan muslimah..., semoga segala ibadah yang kita lakukan dibulan yang mulia ini akan diterima oleh yang Maha Esa...,

BRight atmosphere~~~

Today was happy day..., Alhamdullillah..., syukur pada ALLAH yang maha esa..., actually dua tiga hari yang lepas aku depressed sangat.., assignment belambak + lecturer yang demanding and personal life yang kelam kabut sedikit..., tapi alhamdullilah semuanya dapat aku tempuhi..., tq sangat buat ummie and mak yg tak henti-henti doakan kesajahteraan aku yang jauh dari family...,
syukur sangat sebab ada family yg sayang and memahami aku..., :)

Aku akan selalu berdoa and berdoa..., semoga semuanya akan berjalan dengan lancar.., At the same time berdoa buat mak, ummie, abah and the whole family...,
i just cant imagine my life without them.., Thank you ALLAH for giving me this much happiness and love.., <3

silence

i never told you
what i should have said
no i never told you
i just held it in
and now i miss everything about you
i cant believe that i still want you
after all the things we've been through
i miss everything about you.....