bonjour.., longtemps sans voir~~~

Its been a while since I posted something.., i've been really busy lately..
with lecture, term paper, assignment and next month i'll be starting my practicum..
so my friends and I are busy looking for house to rent...
still, there are few good news, one of it, is the proposal of my term paper had been approved.
yey for me..., :) I'll be doing a research on 'the effectiveness of graphic novels in comprehension skills for reluctant readers'.... So, wish me luck k... hopefully it turn out as what I wish it will... :)

Last week, me and my gals manage to squeeze sometimes for outing, its just we cant take it anymore -to just stayed in campus with loads of works, we just need to get out from that unhealthy environment for a while,...

fatin & me on our so-called "échapper a" , but..., what wrong with my right arm..,??? hohoho..
such a mystery......????

Lately, when i had extra time..., i used it watch gossip girls.., (ya, i know..., what an irony, I got lots of work to do, but still.., I manage to watch drama) well, i cant function without some entertainment to keep me going..., now im done up till ep8 seasons4.,
I know right, I'm advanced.., well.., to much gg, making my mind fill with complications.., seems like its hard to believe in others, when someone makes excuses on something, I somehow felt they are lying.., lol..., how come la.., this is bad, I should stop.., plus its making me want to shop all the time..., look at their dresses and accessories..., and esp shoes.., no girls can resist shoes..., I loooooooooovvvveeeeeee shoes..,
oh ya, and now, my fav couple is chuck and blair.., they are just perfect for each other.., they are so messed up but they do complete each other somehow..

Mes belles chaussures

My shoes in campus, for classes..., this is not the update version, got few more new pairs of shoes.., and this is not enough, i need more :)

Resignation

to tell the true.., i hate breaking other people's heart...., but when it come down to feelings...
it cant be force...,
it need to come naturally...,
besides,
a good guy.....
will never push you....
will never make a decision for you.....
will never ask you to ONLY listen to him and dismiss your piece of mind...
will never raise his voice to you...
will never hang up on you...
and most importantly a good guy will always respect your decision...
even it meant that he will just look at you from the distance...

On my part...,
it's always a NO, ever since the first time you ask me about it...

今も_ ima mo_even now

友達だなんて一度も思った事はなかった
あなたに出逢ったその日から
変わってしまったのもあるけど
変わらない事の方が
あなたもあたしも多いよ
暑い帰り道に見えなくなるまで
本当に小さくなるまで見ていた
あなたが好きだったの
今も今も...

Tomodachi da nante ichido mo omotta koto wa nakatta
Anata ni deatta sono hi kara
Kawatte shimatta no mo aru kedo
Kawara nai koto no hou ga
Anata mo atashi mo ooi yo
Atsui kaerimichi ni mie naku naru made
Hontou ni chiisaku naru made mite ita
Anata ga suki datta no
Ima mo ima mo...

me falta en casa~~

I miss my home sweet home and the people that lived in it...., huhuhu..., mi familia...

I miss my mummy, sisters, abah & ummie and my sweethearts...

especially this time around, when I need to struggle and work hard for my term paper...

i indeed miss everything....
i miss the comfort of home...
i miss the warm hugs that i always share with my sister...
i miss the delicious cook of my mum...
i miss eating outside with ummie...
i miss having a deep talk with abah..
i miss being lazy at my room...
i miss having a day out with hometown friends..
and what i miss the most is the laughter of my nieces and nephews....
and the noises that they make outside of my room when the sun just begin to rise....

sweetheart #1-baby izzah

caught in act : making a mess...

Adorable izzah wearing her big sister's hijab :)

sweetheart #2-pumpkin ilmy

happy face: taking pic with the hamper, but 1 of the hamper is not even hers.., hehe..
still shes happy :)

Eating out at Pizza Hut -bubbly kak yong with her ibu :)

sweetheart #3- cunning abang adik

make people around him melt with his smile

wink ><

sweetheart #4- lovely abang long

kitten afiq- suit his characteristic well.., hohoho

wink ><

my sunshine..., brighten my days always~~~ :)

gosh, i miss them.., like A LOT......

anyoung haseyo~~

assalamualaikum and anyoung.., its been a while since im posting., been busy.. and I just coming back from holiday for my short semester and the wireless in my new hostel room is not helping at all...

Im stressed out now.., my external disc was broken.., all my dramas and movies that is almost 300gb is inside that..., its all gone.. like..., poooofssss... GONE..... :( my hard work in downloading most of the japanease and korean drama is totally down the drain now... im upset....

plus and im busy now.., doing my term paper, its like a thesis la.., im totally behind schedule...

erm.., ok la.., gtg now...

i'll update again soon.., hopefully.....

faith.hope.love

Faith makes life possible.

Hope makes life workable.

Love makes life beautiful.

I wish for a lot of things. But the most common of my wishes, is to be stronger than I am the day before.

Its hurt~~

I like this song..., its soulful..., and kind of match my mood after the whole accident thingy...


This is the MV, gotta acknowledge the gothic theme..., its awesome and thumps up to Dara for her outstanding acting in this...




and this one is merely a picture but with romaji lyrics and english translations...,



Romanization

[CL] Naega jun shinbaleul shingo geunyeowa gileul geotgo
Amureochi ankae geunyeowa kisshago
Naega jun hyangsu ppurigo geunyeoreul poomae ango
Nawa haetdeon geu yaksok ddo dashi hagaetjyo

[Minzy] Oorin imi neujeotnabwayo
Oori sarang kkeutnan geongayo
Amu malirado jom naegae haejweoyo
Oori jungmal sranghaetjana
Dwaedollilsoon eopneun geongayo
[Dara] Oneul bam namani apayo

[Bom] Byeonhaetni ni mamsokae
Eejae nan deo eesang eopneun geoni
Nan neol neol saenggak-hamyeon
Neomu apa apa apa

[Minzy] Amugeotdo aniran deut
Nae noonmul barabogo
Taeyeonhagae maleul ddo ee-eogago
[CL] Aniran mal mot-hagaetdago
Geu eoddeon miryeondo huhwaedo junhyeo eopdago
Janinhagae malhaetjyo

[Bom] Oorin imi neujeun geongayo
Oori sarang kkeutnan geongayo
Geojitmalirado jom anirago haejweoyo
Eejaen deo jalhal su itneundae
Dashi mannal suneun eopjiman
[Dara] Oneul bam namani apayo

[CL] Byeonhaetni ni mamsokae
Eejae nan deo eesang eopneun geoni
Nan neol neol saenggak-hamyeon
Neomu apa apa apa

[Minzy] Deo eesang yejeonae neega aniya
[CL] Naega saranghan neowa jigeunae niga neomudo dallasseo
[Dara] Geojeo munghani
Meoleojineun neol barabogoman seo seo ooleosseo
[Bom] No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore

[Dara] Byunhaeya haetni? Doraol soon eopni?
Kkok bunhaeya haetni? Dorawajul soon eopni?
Byunhaeya haetni? Doraol soon eopni?
Wae byunhaeya hani? Gyesok saranghal soon eopni?

[Bom] Oh, kkeuchin geoni ni mamsokae
Eejae nan deo eesang eopneun geoni
Nan neol neol saenggak-hamyeon
[Minzy] Neomu apa apa apa

[Minzy] Apa apa
[CL] Apa apa

Translation

[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her
As if it were nothing, you kiss her
You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her
You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her

[Minzy] It seems that we're already too late
Has our love already ended
Please at least say anything to me
We truly loved each other, can't turn back?

[Dara] I'm the only one hurting tonight

[Bom] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing
You continue to talk calmly again
[CL] You told me cruely that you couldn't deny
That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets

[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over?
Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so
I can do better now, though we can't meet again

[Dara] I'm the only one in pain tonight

[CL] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You're no longer your old self
[CL] Because the you I loved
And the you now are so different
[Dara] Are you that shocked?
I just stood and cried
Watching you become further away
[Bom] No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore

[Dara] Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Did you really have to change?
Can't you come back?

Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Why did you have to change?
Can't you keep loving me?

[Bom] Oh, is this the end?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
[Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts
[CL] It hurts, it hurts