upset but accepting the qada' and qadar

I've met with an accident last friday.., I was the one whos driving the car that night, and my 2 nephews sitting at the passenger sit.., it was around 9ish pm.. after the accident the car was in quit bad condition.., but im fine.., and also my nephews.., they were ok.., but the guy with the motorcycle that crushed into our car was injured, i heard he had a broken leg.., I'm felt so sorry towards him... T T

Everyone please pray that everything will be fine..., please do..,

TQ

:(

end of semester six

Just few days ago.., my 6th semester of a total of 7th semester in uni just end (another 1 semester is for practicum),
sometimes.., me..., myself is in the state of not quit believing this fact, time did fly so fast...

at the very last day of this semester, after we are done with our final exam.., we attended a seminar on preparation of our practicum...

check out the picture,

Madam K, getting ready to give her speech..

sempat lagi..., amik gambar in between speech slot :)

lunch with the "clicks" in PP

Eating 'nasi lemak ayam' yang taste so -so..., erm.., ok la...

But overall, everything went smoothly.., 2 days more to go then im at home sweet home.., happy :)

me, heaven and my sister :)

Today is so refreshing..., wake up late, just be lazy and ate my lunch with my clicks..,and after this just want to lay down while watching sungkyunkwan scandal.., this is heaven... :)

Yesterday was my last paper, so now basically its just a complete rest for me, still have to stay here until 27th of oct because of the practicum seminar on the 26th..., actually the whole university is really quiet now since most of the students already went back home.., well, they are done with their exam too.., so just a few of us stayed back inside the campus now..

To night the plan is going out to withdraw money and maybe have dinner there with babe, nanak and vg.... :) erm.., cant wait...

owh ya before I forget, last wednesday on the 2oth was my sis ninie birthday..., I did called her.., and wished her happy birthday..., it was during the midst of my exam week so I just talked to her for a few minutes.., around 10 minutes i guess.., and she did asked me bout jyj showcase.., how was it.., I said its was fun.., they (jyj) are too adorable... she was loling while listening to me..., hehehe.., she knows me to well to the point she said to me..., "I bet you cant focus on your revision since you only had your mind occupied thinking about them..." and I replied back "BINGO". Then both of us laughed like mad. I love my ninie SO MUCH.., she is really a kind hearted person, full of wisdom and generosity.., this sister of mine is really really generous... She even asked me if i still got money, I was like.., yes.., yes.., I have.., dont worry bout it.., :) I am a good lil sister okey.., I dont really take advantage of my dear ninie generosity.., lol...

Back to the birthday sister of mine..., my dearest ninie..., she is indeed very nice, full of patience and actually among the four of us she is the most quiet one, she dont really talk much, most of the time she will only smile..., but if its among our siblings.., she did talked alot.., but she seldom shows this side of her to others.. Among the 4 of us, my ninie is the most petite one, all 3 of us can be consider tall and big ( well.., not too big..., not like huge ok..., just fine... ehehe) and she is small and a bit shorter than me.., she is the only one that take my mother's genetic in terms of height and weight..., and she did looked like my mother, just like the younger version of my mom... When I called her.., I did told her I love her..., and I wished she get married soon.., :) she just laughed.., maybe thats a good sign..., I guess she had someone now.., ehehe.., she is my only big sister that havent got married yet, and anyone who get my ninie will be sooooo lucky.., she is the full package of inner and outside beauty.., what more do you want when you got this pretty lady with such a fair skin (the fairest among us, dont judge my sis my looking at me.., im the most tanner in my siblings.., lol.., pity me) and at the same time she is really kind, full of patience and wisdom... wow...., seems like im doing an advertisement... lol.., I bet if she read this she got mad at me... ehehe...,

To my dearest sister,... ninie.., happy belated birthday ya..,do know that I love you so much... thank you for always be such a good sister, giving me advised and broaden my perspective of life....

cuppy cake as birthday cake.., cant get any cuter than this ^^

cant wait to go back and spend more time with you, helping you in the shop and just talking and gossiping while waiting for customers... :)

I dont know how my life would be without all my precious sisters.., just cant image..., now that im big enough and more matured and wise in terms of life, only now I realize how blessed I am to have 3 wonderful big sister.... it feels awesome when you know someone got your back not just in good times but also in bad times..., no matter how bad things maybe...

i hate a pusher!!!

" Love won’t make you cry or ask why,
So I’ll deny my heart cause I won’t live a lie
Why try..... "

I can soar

I just love this song.., so inspirational, really make me so zealous after listening to it.., and junsu's voice...wow..., what more can i said about it.. At the same time, have to praise him for his english, its improving a lot i must say.., i bet he did put a lot of effort practicing... well to the point he got sick and hospitalized, he is a man with a lot of determination, all of them too.

This song totally melt me and reached to the core of my heart.. lol, over exaggerating much.. but, that was so true.., listen to it carefully and you will understand what I meant.

This song is really suitable for this phase of their life (JYJ).., with the whole lawsuit and evil sme never seems letting them go and kept on troubling them. Well, AKTF everyone.., hopefully everything will go smoothly and we be able to see the five of them perform together again, for now lets cheer for JYJ and their new worldwide album. :)

Composed by Kim, Junsu
Lyrics by Kyoko Hamler

When you said, I…
Owe you, it was sad
But I see how empty, you are at your core
So there’s no hard feelings
I know that I’m meant for so much more
I gave and did above
What I had to
So forward, no more to prove
I’m free to fly
And that is exactly what I’m gonna do
‘Cause I…

I’m right here standing
That’s how I know I can withstand
Anything that may come,
A wind or a fall
I can soar

I know, I can’t go back
To that dark place I’d want
Your love so damn bad
You took from me only,
Blindness, to what I’ve always had
I gave and did above
What I had to
So forward, no more to prove
I’m free to fly
And that is exactly what I’m gonna do
‘Cause I…

I’m right here standing
That’s how I know I can withstand
Anything that may come,
A wind or a fall
I can soar

‘Cause I…
I’m right here standing
That’s how I know I can withstand
Anything that may come,
A wind or a fall
I can soar

Listen, I know tomorrow
Holds the key to any sorrow
That’s why it’s all okay
Then, now and always
‘Cause I…

I’m right here standing
That’s how I know I can withstand
Anything that may come,
A wind or a fall
I can soar

‘Cause I…
I’m right here standing
That’s how I know I can withstand
Anything that may come,
A wind or a fall
I can soar

I can soar

so sweet ^^

This few days i've been in love head over heels to G.Na feat Rain's song - If u want a lover / if i have a lover.., the song was just awesomely cute..., wow..., just plainly cute..., did i just said cute..., i meant really really cute....

this is G.Na ft Rain version



and

this is a cover sang by Yoseob ft Gayoon..., its lovely :)



im in exam mode now..., so now every time im reading my note and book i'll be listening to this song~~~ ^^

roller coaster

sorry for not updating for quit sometimes.., ive been so lazy and at the same time busy..., really2 busy actually.., so many things to do.., infact next tuesday my final exam will start..., dont even have time to rest and having my happy time to just relax and watch movie and read novels... to be true they are so many things that happen to me lately..., its quit a roller coaster.., happy things as well as disturbing things... huhuhu...

but lets just talk about happy things..., ^^
the happy news is im going to jyj concert on 17th oct..., im just so ecstatic and happy.., finally this dream of mine will finally come true.... yay.. happy..........

other than im also happy because i already have my plane ticket to go back home after my final... hahaha... well, this is happy for me.., just knowing that i have the ticket to go back was exciting...

Ok la.., do not what else to write now..., maybe tomorrow i'll continue for now i have to do my revision.., my first paper start on 12 oct..,

daa everyone.... :)